In the Dark

2AM, as I lie awake in bed wondering if you’re thinking of me. My thoughts turn inward, wondering why I push people away and why I often times feel so incapable of connecting. I’ve been here before. Many times. This… what would one call it? Feeling? State of being? This mindset? There’s always been this… Continue reading In the Dark

Free

I am free. I am, finally, free. I am walking through the canopies of wooded trees and yellow sunnies – the bees making their way to the nectar. Honey. So sweet. Like me. Honey. So free of bitters and negativity. Free of no. Free of you. Free to be… I am free. I open the… Continue reading Free

Skeletons Are Scary Up Close

I’m taking off these chains I’m stripping in your grace I’m laying down this mask Do you see my face? Will you love me still When you’re deep in my mess? Or will you walk away Like the rest I’m already deep in your web Deep in your distress Tear me to shreds Show me… Continue reading Skeletons Are Scary Up Close

A Love Letter To My People On the Heels of “President Trump”

I woke up today, hoping, wishing (but deep down already knowing) I had not seen what I saw. Could I unsee it? No. It was there, it was real. It is life. I broke down. I broke down last night, feelig my heart shatter as Google told me Trump was leading… 264 to 209. I… Continue reading A Love Letter To My People On the Heels of “President Trump”

A Faceless Doll No More

I’ve been very silent lately and I’m just going to come right out and say it: I started having an identity crisis. Okay, actually let me take a step back and say I started feeling really depressed. I started feeling really depressed about myself and my career and my talents and my life. Woah. Pause. All… Continue reading A Faceless Doll No More